ISSUES OF TIME

I don't know if I am equipped or capable of dealing with part of the puzzle. In America we are so greedy, so possessive of our lives. Every minute has to count. Not a lot of spaciousness. If we truly are forever, this is a childish approach to life. Let go of the pressure john, move into the flow, , be aware of your sensations.

STUCK IN THE AIRPORT
What better place to put this whole concept into practice! Lots of irritated people, Sun Country just cancelled their flight. I called this morning to check in, and the operator put me on hold for 5 minutes, that should have been a signal. Then around 11 am, I felt sick, I laid down and checked in, and I felt like my connection to source had been cut. I felt like I had lost my juice, and my lifeline had been severed. I tried to find the reason, to no avail. Now I think it was a premonition that my flight was cancelled. I used the pendulum to ask about booking a hotel, and it said yes. About having sex in Vegas, it said no.

So how do I feel my spaciousness here at JFK International Airport? I can be here for people, I can radiate love and light, I can be courteous, I can tell the truth. I can definitely stay out of stress, drama, and self doubt. I can look at it as an opportunity for all sorts of new things to happen!

I definitely get the feeling like I am a second class citizen. I could have gotten better service with a bigger airline. I think. I could get rid of my bags. That would help a lot. Just my big green bag, with hardly anything in it...YES....I wonder if the airport over at La Guardia is comfortable. TWA has a nice terminal. Spacious. I could roll on the ball. I could read. I could do some writing. I could meet someone new. Writing seems like the one I would feel best about after it was all over. Moving the time from wasted to productive. Seven hours later, more delays: I am now realizing that the one oasis always available is that of meditation, or Tonglon. Breathing in frustration, breathing out love and compassion. Or I could set an intention, and sleep!